Rewind!

Its so frustating, my body resistance has gone down drastically and I just hate it! I have to think twice before a late night session if I have to go to office next day(and by the way late here means 1 or 2 am). I have never been like this… and I dont want to be like this anymore! So many times in past I have kept awake almost the whole night and got back fresh to work the next day. I guess its just a state of mind… I need to reform that! And I think the best way is to start with a poem… so here it goes…

I want to play carelessly in the muck again,
I wanna pelt stones at the mango tree and then hug it for saying sorry for the pain.
I wanna wander around not caring a damn for the time,
I wanna dance till I am drop dead tired just to know that the next day I’ll be fine.

I wanna rewind my life
Just to get that carefree attitude and innocence back
But I also wanna fast forward in the future
Just to improve on the things I lack.

Wasn’t I a kid just yesterday?
Did I suddenly grow up to find a new today??
I just had my own time for everything,
Life moves on so fast that you wonder wats happening.

Curiosity is the only thing that never changes
How, When, Where, What is only what the mind searches.
The answer is always right in front of us,
All we have to do is open our eyes and search for the clues!

Ending it here on this note, I hope things get better soon!